দেখিতে দেখিতে, ভুলিব বা কবে,
নিজস্থূলপরিচয়
নয়নে হেরিব, ব্রজপুরশোভা,
নিত্য চিদানন্দময় ১
dekhite dekhite, bhuliba bā kabe,
nija-sthūla-paricaya
nayane heriba, brajapura-śobhā,
nitya cidānandamaya 1
dekhite dekhite — gazing and gazing, while seeing; bhuliba — I will forget; bā — [used to emphasize a question]; kabe — when; nija — my own; sthūla — bodily, gross; paricaya — conception, identification; nayane — with eyes; heriba — I shall behold; brajapura — Vraja + abode; śobhā — beauty; nitya — eternal; cidānandamaya — spiritual + bliss + full of
When, before my very sight, will my bodily self-conception disappear? Then, with my own eyes I shall behold the exquisite beauty of Vraja, full of eternal spiritual cognizance and bliss.
ব্ড়্ষভানুপুরে, জনম লইব,
যাবটে বিবাহ হঽবে
ব্রজগোপীভাব, হইবে স্বভাব,
আনভাব না রহিবে ২
bṛṣabhānupure, janama la·iba,
yābaṭe bibāha ha’be
brajagopī-bhāba, ha·ibe sbabhāba,
āna-bhāba nā rahibe 2
bṛṣabhānupure — in Vṛṣabhānu-pura (Varṣana), in the villlage of Vṛṣabhānu; janama — birth; la·iba — I shall take; yābaṭe — in Ĵāvata; bibāha — marriage; ha’be — will happen; brajagopī — gopīs of Vraja; bhāba — the moods; ha·ibe — will be; sbabhāba — disposition and character; āna — other; bhāba — moods; nā — not; rahibe — will remain
At that time, I shall take birth in the village of Vṛṣabhānu Mahārāja, and my marriage will occur in Yāvaṭa. My sole disposition and character will be that of a vraja-gopī. Any other mood will not remain.
নিজ সিদ্ধদেহ, নিজ সিদ্ধনাম,
নিজরূপস্ববসন
রাধাক্ড়্পাবলে, লভিব বা কবে,
ক্ড়্ষ্ণপ্রেমপ্রকরণ ৩
nija siddhadeha, nija siddhanāma,
nija-rūpa-sbabasana
rādhākṛpā-bale, labhiba bā kabe,
kṛṣṇaprema-prakaraṇa 3
nija — my own; siddhadeha — perfected spiritual body; nija — my own; siddhanāma — perfected spiritual name; nija — my own; rūpa — form; sbabasana — own dress; rādhākṛpā — Rādhā + mercy; bale — by power; labhiba — I shall obtain; bā — [used to emphasize a question]; kabe — when; kṛṣṇaprema — love of Kṛṣṇa; prakaraṇa — ingredients, instruments, realm, methodology
When shall I obtain, by the power of Rādhā’s mercy, my perfected spiritual body, my perfected spiritual name, and my own form and dress—true initiation into the realm of kṛṣṇa-prema?
যামুনসলিল, আহরণে গিয়া,
বুঝিব যুগলরস
প্রেমমুগ্ধ হঽয়ে, পাগলিনীপ্রায়,
গাইব রাধার যশ ৪
yāmuna-salila, āharaṇe giyā,
bujhiba yugala-rasa
premamugdha ha’ye, pāgalinī-prāya,
gāiba rādhāra yaśa 4
yāmuna — Yamunā; salila — water; āharaṇe — to fetch; giyā — having gone; bujhiba — I shall understand; yugala rasa — the mellows of the Divine Couple; premamugdha — divine love + overwhelmed; ha’ye — having become; pāgalinī — madwoman; prāya — just like; gāiba — I shall sing; rādhāra — Śrī Rādhā’s; yaśa — glories
When I go to draw water from the Yamunā, I shall understand the confidential mellows of the Divine Couple’s loving affairs. Being overwhelmed with prema, I shall sing Śrī Rādhā’s glories just like a madwoman.